Monday, January 31, 2011

kashmir !!!







 

bitter sweet

here's the thing about going away...it comes down to the last day and all i can think about is not going back home.

It's been 5 days since i've been back and i'm not settling in. Old things to me now seem new and unwelcome. I feel fragile if not vulnerable and everything around me seems to make me want to run away. Everything in the city equates to obnoxious and negative.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

happy?

I hate birthdays...

they make me emotional and cringy

they remind me of how much time i've wasted

and the never ending struggle for control

Saturday, October 2, 2010

craving thai food.... the real deal


i'd do almost anything for some of this food right now